I remember these feelings of the initial stages of grief from when my dad died when I was 16. It was a monumental event, but the world around us didn’t stop. Our family was consumed in a vacuum of grief while the rest of the world continued on. Noises seemed louder, traffic quicker. Loss takes a lot of energy and moving through it can feel like wading through grey jello.
This week we found comfort in a simple task - berry picking. It’s blackberry time in the Pacific Northwest. They’re sweet and juicy and the air is scented with fruit fermenting on the vine. I find their flavour heavenly, but the seeds annoying. Our solution is an amazingly simple seedless jam, made of three ingredients: berries, sugar and lemon juice.
Naturally high in pectin, blackberries gel beautifully using a ratio of under .25:1 sugar to fruit. I’ve seen pectin added recipes that require a 1:1 ratio of sugar and fruit. This recipe produces a burst of fruit flavour in a deep amethyst coloured seedless jam.
Five pounds of berry goodness:

made five cups of delicious jam:

Simple Seedless Blackberry Jam
5 lbs blackberries
3 C sugar
juice of one lemon
- Sprinkle the sugar over the berries and let sit in the refrigerator over night.
- Prior to cooking, sterilize five 8oz jam jars.
- Heat berries in Dutch oven until hot and soft.
- Remove seeds by mashing through a metal strainer or using a food mill with holes small enough to trap the seeds. We also squished the leftover pulp through a fine cotton cloth.
- Add the lemon juice to the strained liquid, bring to a gentle boil, and cook until thickened. This can take awhile, this batch cooked for at least 40 minutes. Use the sheeting test to determine when jam is done. It will continue to thicken once it’s in the jars.
- Ladle into sterilized jars, cover with seals and rims, and process in boiling water for ten minutes. There are lots of online instructions for hot water bath canning. Don’t be intimidated, it’s easy and so worth it. I own no special equipment, using a large stew pot and veggie steamer basket for processing.
There’s a lot to be said for comfort food.
Today we picked another seven pounds.